Sunday, October 15, 2006

What am I doing here?

I’m in on a Saturday night. Mainly because I’d be rubbish company as I’m in a baaaaaad mood. Have been on and off for a while now. I’m so tired of feeling miserable.

I told Jenna that I wanted to give up medicine last night. She said ‘Not again.’

Maybe I’m in the wrong profession. Sometimes I love medicine. Sometimes I hate it.. Sometimes it feels like I am losing myself in it all. I think that I am mostly just scared right now.

On the upside, I have made a good start on my Halloween costume. I’m going as a pumpkin, complete with lights… I’ve now made the wire frame, still got to paper mache and paint.

Currently watching: rerun of X-factor results show, as I missed the first one to watch Cruel Intentions. (I wanted Ray or the McDonald brothers out. But they’re still in…and the Unconventionals are out. Sigh.)


Marysienka said...

can't help you there, im miserable as well...
oh well, whats going on?!?

Anna said...

SAD for sure. Think its got everyone, as seem to be arguing with all my friends....!

Its 9 weeks til the end of term and I feel like I need a break now. I hoping December and the run-up Christmas will cheer me up...if I haven't left medicine to live the good life on a Scottish island with just cabbages, chicken and a nanny goat called Eugenia for company. Not that I've thought about this...